Day 5 - Food - what is it Good for?

Monday, Monday so good to me

I happen to have NO THING on the calendar

Me and GingerMama and the Meows

Me in bed - hard to breathe - so full up

Stomach is tight again, ribs hurt

So hard to focus - so full of heat

No desire for food of any sort

Just my bed

Sister Goddess Galant advised that we have to get tough

Prune Juice first thing in the morning.

Forced myself to drink

1/2 a glass of prune juice watered down

Followed by a short walk with GingerMama
GingerMama seems to sense what is going on
She walks slow motion with me as I

do the slowest 20 minutes of my life -
three blocks around the neighborhood,

one foot in front of the other.

And what's up with the weather?

54 degrees with winds blowing

WHERE DO I LIVE NOW?

AM I IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE?

Can't go back to bed

feeling the need to purge

if it won't come out of me,

it's leaving my house

I find myself cleaning and clearing with ease

What was I not seeing before?

My period which I thought was over is back

WITH A VENGEANCE -

You know, when it rains, it pours

My efforts yesterday come with a price

Yesterday's speech and all the wonderful people I met -

my Chi feels even lower today.

Today is a day of rest after

absorbing people and emotions and feelings.

Under the comforters I go

for the next few hours

WSM Noah has the jacuzzi on

If the sun would just come out to play

At 2:00 p.m., we hit 75 degrees, it feels like 70

The house is still at 62 degree

The blessing is that I have

no where to be, no thing to do

Today I immerse myself in water

- jacuzzi, shower -

as I change the water within.

I fart - I am so elated that I almost swoon -
or perhaps it's the release of toxins

that has me lightheaded

Farting and burping - two bodily

functions that I took for granted.

I am so thankful for them now.
Even gurgling in my intestines

is a welcome and happy event.

I mean, here I am, DAY 5 - no food

Pretty OMazing for me
Just to BE and let my body BE

Breathing - LISTENing

to what my body is telling me

Sending love to my organs -

my liver, my kidney, my gallbladder,

my lungs, my esophagus, my intestines,

my colon, my sacrum -

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE

ERASE, ERASE, ERASE