It started at my mother's nipple.
As far as I know, it is only HERE and NOW
that I am consciously exploring this IN-to-me relationship
I was always afraid to fast.
The Day of Atonement, and a forced fast
was always a miserable experience for me.
Day 4 without food (by choice) and I am not even hungry
I haven't been able to poop either.
And I am full of aloe vera juice -
I drank 36 ounces last night
hoping to jump start my system -
Drinking tea and hot water with parsley
My stomach is full and tight - a lump sitting on top
of my already stressed pelvis and sacrum.
Teeth are so yummy -
feels good to play with my tongue
on such smooth surfaces
I am feverish. Toxins floating inside.
I feel the red hot heat in my blood,
pulsing in my veins.
My ener-CHI is a little low
I am presenting a Key Note on Healing with Humor.
My computer is acting up
It deletes my speech and keeps my heartrate up
as I improvise and go to Plan B
I shower. I sing. I set my intentions.
Sharing my JOY.
Helping to HEAL.
Being BREATHing me.
I put on my purple bra -
surround myself with loving healing energy.
I place jade and rose quartz by my heart.
I am so deep into my body's sensations as
I get out of the car
I focus on breathing and walking
through the parking lot and into the hotel.
I am here and yet, in my own world of body -
every step, every breath, every word
taking a toll on my nervous system
I find a table - I meet people - I smell food.
I am not hungry. I am not nervous. I just AM.
Feeling, Allowing, Embracing the moment.
I drink my aloe juice spiked water. I breathe.
I allow myself to feel within my environment.
When it becomes too much, I get up and walk
I shake it all about. I breathe. I smile.
When it is my turn, I breathe again.
I head for the front. I pray to be an
instrument for peace and love just because.
I speak. We laugh. We feel.
A fabulous event. I am parched.
I am hot. I am cold.
I go home, I lay down.
Sister Goddess Galant is coming tomorrow.
Woo hoo ~@~